In one week my life went from healthy and happy to sitting on an exam table facing a doctor who said a bunch of words that I thought I would never hear. She started with urgent and ended with cancer…..and from that word on I heard nothing else. I went numb!!!!
I had been having issues for three years and have seen numerous different doctors regarding these issues. Each doctor basically telling me the same three things….it’s part of getting older….I can’t see anything abnormal that would cause these symptoms….or give it time it may resolve itself (which basically was like saying I was crazy). Well, I had finally had enough and made one last appointment with a new specialist and went to this appointment alone two Monday’s ago. I left there an hour later with blood work orders,c.t. scan orders, and surgery scheduled one week from that day. I drove home numb,walked in the house and fell apart.
I shared the outcome of this appointment with my husband and son,called my daycare families to schedule the next 6 weeks off, and basically switch over to auto pilot the rest of the week. When Monday morning arrived I knew life could change in a matter of a few hours but we went into this surgery with high hopes and many prayers from family and friends.
Four and a half hours later I woke up and heard my husband whisper in my ear that everything was over and it was NOT cancer and everything went wonderful. This is a moment in life I will never forget.
Three days after that I was discharged and now here I am. I have a long recovery ahead of me. Since my tumor was too large and pushing on too many organs I was not a candidate for robotic surgery. I had to have open abdominal surgery with a vertical incision through almost all of my abdominal muscles. Which means I have a lot of work to do before I can give my stand up paddle board a try this summer but I will get there. Without a doubt!
I must admit, it has not been easy. I am not one to sit around and watch others do what I have done my entire married life. Although, with the amount of pain I have, there is really no other option. My husband and son have stepped right up and have been taking over everything, friends have brought meals and visitors have been stopping in continuously. Which all makes me so grateful for what I have. I couldn’t ask for a better support group. I plan to be back on the trail by spring, paddling by summer, and working out again as soon as I get the go ahead from my doctor.
For now blogs may be far and few between but I will be back with more outdoor adventures as soon as I am able.